Crowded by Torture

I’m not ready to socialize and be part of the crowd.

They all seem to be having fun and I do not want to have to put up a façade.

I’d rather be alone, thinking here by myself.

Not having to deal with all of the merriment

while all the while feeling like I am just sitting there torturing myself.

Living out the day just trying to get by,

wondering when it is going to be over.

When can I leave this horror I got myself into,

the smiling happy person that I not really am.

Feeling dumb while having to look like life is perfect and nothing is wrong.

I do not want to put myself through that again.

Instead I just sit here pretending it is not happening.

Shutting out the laughter and the happiness I hear.

Wanting to find comfort but not knowing where.

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~ by wolfangel87 on March 25, 2011.

3 Responses to “Crowded by Torture”

  1. excellent write up here mat.e you are extremely talented & you should be proud of yourself for writing such great blog posts!

  2. Very nice!…

    I could not have said it any better my friend! Please Keep up the awesome work my friend. You are very talented & I pray that I can write as good as you someday…

  3. excellent write up here mat.e you are extremely talented & you should be proud of yourself for writing such great blog posts!

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